This week has been really crazy. When I didn't work, I met the girls for drinks as usual. But today I couldn't get away from the job so they had to do it without me:( Yesterday H (A's cousin) met the girls and I for drinks and he told me that he spoke to A and that he was asking him about me. Then out of nowhere he says: U love A don't u? and he loves u too!!!!. I usually don't take what H says seriously. I've known him long enough... So tomorrow a big part of the job will be done and all I'll have left is preparing for the biggest fashion show here. Huge venue, hundred models and 3 shows in 2 days! After that comes my long awaited vacation, well not really. I'm only going on vacation in july for about 2 months. Ahhh I can't wait ...
Am sick. I have a bad cold thanx to this weather that keeps on switching from hot to cold. True to himself, A called on thursday afternoon at the exact time he said he would. He was on his way to work, and we talked for 45mns about ''the situation'', he said that this whole thing was crazy and I agreed with him but that he couldn't ignore the feeling he had when he first heard my voice. He also talked about divorce and how he would want to marry me right after and I couldn't believe that he was making plans telling me where we'd live ... I was of course on cloud 9 when I hung up and went to work happy happy happy. He called again when I finished at 11 pm sharp (don' t u love a guy like that?) But I just tried to keep the conversation light because it's pointless to be talking about it every single time. Saturday night, we went to S701 then to CH, we had a blast there, full of guys who all wanted to buy us drinks. But we had fun and that's what counts! I woke up yesterday sick as a dog, tried to rest after then went to the movies to see this movies for a second time. And today I'm sicker and I'm going to see the movie ...again. I'm waiting to hear from A, considering I can't call him or msg him, all I can do is wait...
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Ok, now that I got that out of my system I can finally sit back and tell you what happened. I was out with my gfs yesterday when at around 7:30 or so my phone rang and it was A. I pick up and quickly go outside because the music was so loud and I could barelly hear him. We start talking and get straight to the point, in his words this is how he said he felt when he hung up the phone with me that time: I screwed him up in his head, he couldn't function, he wasn't able to work and everybody was asking him what was going on. He's questioning his marriage, thinks that he did a bad thing by getting married, that we should be together instead. And as if that wasn't enough, he said that even before the call, he did think about me a lot, mostly because he was so crazy about me when we were young that he can't just forget that. I asked him point blank. is that person the love of your life, the one that you see yourself with forever? He said NO. I say, well there's the answer to all your questions then but IF you're really happy then I'm really happy for you. And he laughed and said: well I can tell you the truth, I'm not happy, it's more of a I'm just settling situation. I tell him that I knew that the minute we started talking about this the first time. Then we talk about something else and go back to it again, he said that he couldn't live with himself knowing he hurt someone, and then asks me: so what should I do, divorce her and come marry you. I say, yes that's exactly what you should do. He tells me that he's very close to his mother, and that he can't wait to tell her how I'm back in his life, and to discuss everything because he wants her imput. Again, he asks me to come down to Miami and he'll take care of the hotel and all, because there's no way he can leave to go anywhere and we both really want to see each other. By then we had talked for 30mns or so, so we just decided that he was going to call me at 10 pm on his way home. I go back to my friends with the biggest smile on my face and they're wondering why. After an hour or so, we decide to go have drinks at this new place. We get there and as we're about to go in, A calls again at exactly 10 pm. We start talking and he sounded different, I think he was trying to tell himself that this whole thing's just crazy and it is. I wanted to keep the conversation light but he said, oh u probably like the clean cut type of guy and I'm not like that. I was thinking, if you only knew... I ask him how tall he is now, 6'2 and handsome (he said). He doesn't need to tell me though, I know he is. Then for a few minutes I was just answering by yes or no, mostly because I was pissed off at the whole thing, because there's nothing I can do. So I tried to hang up and he asks, should I still call you tomorrow at 4? I say yes and we hang up, he was almost home anyway. But I didn't like the way we said bye so I msged him, am kinda upset but I guess nothing's set in stone and I KNOW that you did feel something. He answers: I'm not gonna lie, it does feel very weird i guess we'll have to wait and see cause after all it's all up to God and let's just hope for the best. I answer: weird good or weird bad? Him: if it was bad then we wouldn't be talking I try to stay away from bad things u know. Me: Oh well I know it's good, we'll talk tomorrow but think about it, everything happens for a reason. Him: you're soooo cute, for sure we'll talk tomorrow. I don't answer and 5 mns later he msgs me: she's here!
And that was all last night. To get my mind of the whole thing, we went to W with some new guyfriends and had a blast.Today I'm having lunch with N (my very very good friend), she's finally back from India and I can't wait to see her and hear what she has to say about this whole thing. It's driving me crazy and I would've gotten over it if he hadn't called and told me that HE felt something. At least, I wasn't dreaming it. It's for REAL...
Wednesday afternoon, as I was about to start work when V msged saying that she's with some gfs at our usual hang out place. It was very hot outside and I really didn't feel like being stuck inside but I couldn't bail out at the last minute. Luckly, I couldn't print out the document I needed to work with in the afternoon so it was pointless of me to stay for nothing. I ended up leaving after an hour and went to meet V. By then the other girls had left so we just sat at the terrasse her and I, all afternoon. Some guys from the table across from us, sent the waitress over to us with drinks and business cards, on one of them was written Call Me Now. I look up at the guy who has been staring at me all afternoon and he's saying call me. I dial his number with *67 (i learned my lesson from the kid), I thank him for the drinks but then it was stupid to be talking on the phone while he's sitting at the table across from us so he got up and came to sit down next to me for a couple of minutes. Seemed nice, invited us to their club last night; I said maybe we'll stop by and he went back to join his friends. I forgot to mention that Y who is always confessing his love to me and 10 other girls, at the same time was there too. In front of everybody he starts hugging me so tight that my sunglasses fell down!!!! Then he's screaming I adore this girl, I just adore her and turns to V and tells her that with me, it's real love (yeah right). R& C along with their friend H joined us after. The girls were up to no good, because as soon as they sat down R spotted Y and his friend and screamed out to me that his friend was gorgeous. And C saw the call me now guy and wanted him. I briefed them on what happened so far and as H got up to go to the washroom C told us that he says he isn't gay, yet he has full make up on with bronzer and lip gloss and a few days ago, as he saw her putting make up on, he asked her: what bronzer do you use?? Terracotta.., What number? euh number 10!, really? I use number 20!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So we've been calling him Terracotta number 20. And me of course in my tipsy state all I could think about was that and I was trying to not make it so obvious to him. After a couple of hours, more guy friends joined us. But we wanted to leave to go have dinner with the guys from the table across. So we got rid of our friends and went to meet the others. On our way to the restaurant we got lost and ended up in front of this place that we thought was the actual restaurant. We were all in cars following each other and driving around. Most of us were kind of drunk, so drunk actually that R was about to hit V's car and V almost hit another car!!! The guy at the door comes to talk to us and R asks him if it's P restaurant. He says no and that it's a private club, she then asks him if we can go in, because we're all girls and we re rich, he says: yeah I can tell, you're all driving nice cars. But in reality, she didn't care about going in, she just thought he was cute and wanted to kiss him!!!!!!!. Before he could say anything else, we drove off and finally found the place. We go in and it's a very very nice japanese restaurant with a fushia wall behind the bar and nice dark wood, tables and chairs. We sit down and they order drinks for us, we hang out for an hour or so and then decide to leave, pretending we have to go change before going to the club. We instead drive around a bit and then go home, by then it was already 1am and I was dead tired.
Today, I got a call from my friend H. Apparently the number he gave me was wrong because A changed it a while ago. I write it down and msg A right after. 20 mns later I get a msg from him,: Hi L, wow, what a surprise, how u been? can I call u or r u busy?. My heart beating like never before, I quickly answer, call me. Right away my phone rings and with me picking up came back 1000 memories. I was so speechless but thank God he did all the talking. How surpised he was, how happy he was and how he remembers everything and still thinks of me...a lot. We talk for a bit and then he tells me that he just got married, first thing that comes out of my mouth is ,Couldn't you wait.??? He asks me if I'm married I say no I'm very very single (!!!). I can tell that he still felt something it was soo obvious. We keep on talking about him moving to Miami, me living here and then he said that he was out on the balcony and that he had to go back in and hang out with the wife or else she was going to throw a fit!!! He asked when he can call me, day or night? I said it doesn't matter, because honestly I just want to talk to him. I WANT HIM...
So the week-end's over and for the first time in a while, my sunday has been pretty ok. Friday night, I was in bed and Y msged me how happy he was to see me,... Last night, I went for dinner with my sis, V and her sis. Then we went to L (new place) that V's cousin rented to celebrate her bday. It wasn't packed but most of the crowd was guys. We had our own table of 6 girls with our own bottles and it was great. Around the end, we got bored so we decided to walk to M that was closing in ten minutes. We get in of course, it's packed and V goes straight to her bf who's talking to some girl. She bumps into him then goes to the bathroom!!!! All the meanwhile I can barelly walk and I'm wearing a super short dress!!!! We hang out for a bit and once done, none of us girls wanted to go home, so we decide to get in the car and try to find cute boys at 3 :30 in the morning. We drive around like crazy, guys everywhere but nobody worth it. Then at a stoplight, these guys in the car next to us, start waving their arms and one gets his head out of the window and starts screaming his phone number to me. He was super cute. I take down the number and stupid me call him without dialing *67 first. We all stop and they get out of the car and come talk to us. They looked very young so I asked him how old he was, his answer was sooo stupid that I couldn't help laughing at his face. It was something like this: I'm 19 but my friend's older he's 20!!!!!!!!!!!! I then tried to get rid of them and they wouldn t leave, luck being on my side these days, cops drove by and the little guys had to leave because it turned out that we were all parked in the cops' spot. Good thing they were pretty nice, since V was the driver and she was drunk just like the rest of us. After an hour or so, I finally got home. Not without having the little kid call my cell (stupid,stupid me) about 5 times. And have him msg me on my phone when I was in bed: thanx 4 makin my night gorgeous. Today after waking up at around 1:30pm, i get a msg from the little kid saying good afternoon sunshine (why, why why????). Then one from V's bf, begging me to help him get back with her. Then Mo called and we talked for a while, he again mentioned us doing something so I hope it works out. But I was so nervous for some reason, just like I was when I met him the other day. Right after a friend of mine I haven t seen in a while because he travels so much msged me. After him, R called wanting to go for a drink and enjoy the weather, maybe meet guys also. But I decided not to go and instead went to the movies; saw Inside Man and had a good time. As for my elementary crush, I'm pretty sure his wife got the msg!
Ok this is serious. When all this first started to happen, I thought it was a funny coincidence. But now, it's getting too much. It's like everybody from my past, is coming back one way or the other.Let me explain what exactly happened. Today, V and I were going to see my doctor for my possibly broken toe. On our way there we decide to stop for lunch, as we were going into the restaurant we meet a friend of mine that I've known for 20yrs. He comes to have lunch with us, and while talking I find out that he is the cousin of this boy I had a crush on when I was 9 or 10. We were like bf-gf back then, totally crazy about each other. But he switched schools and we didn't see each other until we were both 16,at a party and we finally got to kiss. But I left the party without saying bye or anything and that was it until today.H (my friend) then tells me that A (ex crush),now lives in Miami and is married; yet he offers to give me his number. I take the number, save it and text A with the funniest msg ever:hey it's L from elementary school, H gave me ur number, Long time no see, hope u re doing great. Very stupid/ innocent in case the wife reads it. Now here's where it gets creepy, just 2 wks ago I had a dream where we were talking or something (A and I) and since that day I've been trying to find him on the internet,but nothing until today when I met H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What would you call this????? As if that wasn't enough, tonight, despite my limp, we go to W, but I wasn't in the mood for it so we decide to go meet my sister's friend at M. Once there I find out that her friend is there with this guy who I used to ''hang out'' with at clubs a year or two ago. And we kissed so many times I can't even count them!!!!!!!!! The guy, Y, goes crazy when he sees me, and can't stop kissing my face and telling people how much he adores and loves me. How happy he is to see me and how he can't let me go without getting my number because we absolutely have to go out for dinner!!!!!!!!! People, I AM FREAKING OUT. Who am I gonna see or hear from next????? First there was the ex that I don't talk about sending me the email a week after I had told my sister that I have a feeling he's going to get in touch with me. Then it's the other ex, following me on the street, then it's my crush from when I was a kid that I hear news about, then it's Y tonight, from a year ago!!!!All this in about week. I'm telling you, I really wonder who's going to be next.!!! Bets anyone????
My life is filled with daily bizarre adventures. Whether they're about, fashion, love, life or something else they're always very entertaining and mostly umpredictable. But that's what makes it all so exciting.
Disclaimer: All the real names of places,people and events have been altered or abbreviated to protect the innocent. Namely, me.
So tomorrow a big part of the job will be done and all I'll have left is preparing for the biggest fashion show here. Huge venue, hundred models and 3 shows in 2 days!
