Thursday, February 15, 2007


Every good thing has an end.
It is therefore the end of this blog. Thank you, to those who have been reading my daily adventures while I was looking for love in a world full of guys who want anything but commitment.
For the ''eager to know what happened'' readers, I shall say that I am finally extremelly happy with how my life turned out. And that all good things come to those who wait, even if sometimes it might take longer than we initially thought.
Don't lose hope.
L.

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

...And Then There Was 2


So I watched the Golden Globes tonight while having a nice drink and I got to thinking how I do have a slipt personality. A good girl vs bad girl fight in my head.
I don't know which one's winning but I always seem to be trying to hold down one or the other from overpowering...the other.
Maybe I'm not the only one feeling this way nevertheless I still feel weird.
I try to keep it all balanced in my head and my daily life. But overall, I don't know what to do.
If I'm being bad, I wanna be good. And if I'm being good, I wanna be bad.
Is it me or am I going crazy?

Friday, January 12, 2007

Marriage Anyone???

As you probably know by now, anything that happens to me, happens on a big scale or doesn't happen at all.
Now, brace yourselves because yesterday I got not 1, but 2 marriage proposals. And both guys were extremelly serious. It doesn't help that they both happen to be exes of mine who fought over me exactly 10 years ago. Now in my head I'm thinking, if I say yes to one, the other will hate me forever. But I soooo want to.
What a girl to do??!!!

1 Year Old

Wow I just noticed that I've been posting for a year now. Happy 1 yr anniversary to this blog...I guess.
I have really enjoyed writing about my life and everything that goes on with it. I've also enjoyed the positive feedback I have been getting from people, especially those who figured out who I am. Kuddos to you!
No matter how crazy things may have gotten this last year, I have a strong feeling there is much more to come. Now I don't want to spoil the surprise but there are many other things on the way.

Stay tuned...

Saturday, December 30, 2006

Not interested

I am sick and tired of having idiots constantly hitting on me. It's like they all want to take advantage of me. They all want to try their luck and it just pisses me off more and more.
Can't a girl just go out and have fun without getting some random guy hit on her??? It seems like these days, that's the hardest thing to achieve.
And I just want to scream at the top of my lungs that I AM NOT INTERESTED, in none of them.
I don't wanna hear about their money, their cars, their jobs...just leave me alone. Because that simply doesn't impress me. And the more they talk about that, the more repelled I am. So guys, do yourselves a favor and just DON'T TALK TO ME. Plain and simple.
I can't take having yet another loser who's dumb enough to think I'll be impressed by him showing off to me. It's just WRONG, WRONG WRONG.
But to be honest, I blame the girls for this. If it weren't for those golddiggers, I wouldn't be in such a mess. They're the ones who made it look like all girls are after money...and the rest of us get to pay the price.
Now in order to impress us, guys think that they just have to show us what they got. But guess what, material things, although very alluring, don't do it for me.
Show me that there's something to back it up, that you're smart and caring and funny and then I'll be interested.
But until then...don't even bother.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

The Trip...

Very briefly, I will tell you that on my second day on the trip. I figured out what kind of guy K is and ended things by sending him a text message.
Thank God, one of my best friends,really took care of me, taking me out... But I quickly got over it. Especially when I went to my hometown to have coffee with friends and ended up staying there until 1am.
So here's what happened.

Me, my sister and N ''tough cookie'' were at this coffee place called T-Beach. We had a really nice table since we could see who was coming in. At one point I see this guy coming out of the washroom and I recognise him from the summer when a friend of mine introduced us but we never got the chance to really talk. As he's walking back, he's really staring at me, in a ''I know you'' way. A bit later, I go out to the car to get my jacket since it was getting cold, and on my way back I see him staring at me. I tell the girls about it and we come up with the idea to msg my friend and ask him about the guy's number since it's one of his good friends. I do so of course but instead give him my number to give to S (the guy). About 20 mns later, I get a call from him. We talk a bit and he tells me that when he saw me walking back with my jacket he had said hi but I didn't answer!!! I obviously didn't hear him.
We hang up the phone deciding that we'll hook up before I leave.
A bit later I get a msg from him saying that I looked really pretty in my black outfit :).

That's when I knew it was ON!

Monday, December 11, 2006

Backkkk again

I came back last night. The trip was a disaster when it comes to K. But at least I moved on to better things ie better people :)
Will tell you all about it very soon.


Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Backkkkk

WOW, I can't believe I haven't posted in a month. I've been so busy with work and travel that I didn't get the chance to. So sorry...
Am leaving again in a couple of days, but this time it's 2 weeks back home, ought to do me some good. Especially when there's K involved.
Yes, the story is still going and no there was no wedding (thank God).
Will try to keep you posted.

L.