Saturday, February 11, 2006

I'M Just A Girl

Next time I say I'm staying home, I should actually Do It. As usual, I ended up out.
Around 6pm, M called asking to see me later on. I said that I'm planning on staying home or maybe go the movies. He was going to call me around 10pm so we can decide what to do. At 8pm, my sister convinces me to go to a friend's place where everybody will be before we all go out. It didn't really take much convincing before I said yes.
O2 (my friend V's bf's friend) called to know what my plan for the night was. I said I might go to B.
10pm, on the dot, M starts calling. Of course I didn't pick up and he didn't leave a msg. He called 4 times after that. Tomorrow I'll just say I was sleeping and hopefully he'll want to go out for dinner only, because I really don't feel like going to M and having to see P.
When we were at the friend's place, O2 msg me saying he's going to B and that he'll pick me up to go there. I said ok since he lives nearby. 11:45pm we get going, there was a big group of us so when we got to B, it was 12:15am. We get in and I see O1 ( the one who's always all over me). Now with O1 and O2 there, I knew I was going to have a hell of work to do. It turned out that O2's group, O1's group, and the friends we were with all had tables next to each other. How lucky am I???

O1 was staring to see how close I was getting with O2, compared to how close I don't get when he's around. O2 was getting too close but he's so sweet I can't tell him off. O1 later on comes to me to say hi and literally begs me to call him. I say yes, because I simply can't say " No I won't" that's too mean. Although, when he grabbed my hand to dance, I did pull away and told him to just stop. Aghh, I can't stand him touching me.
O2 asked what I was doing for Vday, I said I'm not celebrating. However, I have a feeling I'm going to get an invite from him...to be continued. O1 was walking by to keep an eye on me, every 10 mns and O2 bought me a rose, I told you guys he's sweet.
We left early compared to usual because I was so tired and my feet were killing me. Damn those high heels.
Now I'm sure V's bf will hear about tonight from O2 who is obviously on the same path as so many others. He likes me but I like him as a friend only.
I told my sister when we went to the washroom that it's not my fault what's happening with these guys and that I do feel bad. And it's true. Except when I give obvious signs of me not being interested and they keep on trying and trying, now that pisses me off. It's what O1 does.
My sister's advice? Never say no and always leave them some hope...

5 Comments:

At 5:15 AM, Blogger Najlae said...

omg,what's this new sordid look?
and please,sarah jessica parker is everything but the synonym of glamourous for me, errrr
sorry for my lack of tact,that's just my opinion

 
At 10:14 AM, Blogger LUX said...

ha ha, u don't like it? i've never been a fan of pink and i couldn t stand the blog looking like bubblegum anynore. that s why i changed the layout.
as for SJP, she used to be the epitomy of style in SATC. and that s one of my fav outfits.

 
At 12:52 PM, Blogger Najlae said...

well,the font is too small to be read :p i keep viewing it differently but it's just hard. as for SJP,why am i certain that u r a thousand times prettier? so i dont care about marketing,it's not because she was an "image" that he's beautiful hehe

 
At 12:56 PM, Blogger LUX said...

ok, am gonna change the font, i thought the previous one was too big.
as for SJP, i never said she was beautiful, i don t see her as being beautiful, but nobody can deny that in SATC the clothes were the IT thing in the series. I don't care much about what she wears in her daily life or for events however.
ps: thanx for the compliment. u re very sweet.

 
At 3:57 AM, Blogger Najlae said...

got a problem with "S" on this stupid keyboard, anyway, better front. much better :p take care

 

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