Sundays Shouldn't Exist!
I hate sundays. Mainly because by the time it's sunday, the week end is over and it's time to get ready for another long week. But also because I find them so depressing, and I'm usually in a bad mood because of the lack of sleep from the night before.Now for the usual week end night update.
M called thursday, I knew he just needed time to cool off. He said that I ditched him on saturday and that he had a feeling that I wasn't interested in him, but he miised me so much that he had to see me asap. I told him no for thursday but maybe yes for friday.
Friday night, I wasn't in the mood to see him so I said I couldn't. Instead I went to B, which was packed, then C for a few drinks then M. P was there and he kept staring. But I made sure to be surrounded by people at all times this way he can't get to me.
On saturday, I met up with M at 9:15pm, I had about 15 mns to get ready and was going nuts because I couldn't find anything to wear. Of course. We decided, or should I say I decided, to go to this restaurant/bar, a few doors from M; where we were going to end up anyway. I hadn't been to that bar in a long long time and I forgot how nice that place was. We were there for about 2hrs talking about everything, from politics to religion to love. Basically all the topics we probably shouldn't be talking about on a saturday night.
He was looking really cute. Actually, he was cuter than I remembered him to be :). Of course he didn't stop complimenting me and saying really really sweet things; and I'm working on accepting those compliments instead of asking him to stop.We get to M, afterwards and it's already happening. At first there was just him and I, my sister and friends were supposed to join us after. And I couldn't help but notice how unlike many other guys, M doesn't stare at other girls. In fact he only had eyes for me and was all over me. Everything was going great until P and his group got there, and I started stressing because P was actually standing on his toes to get a look at us on the other side and I really DID see that. Everytime I'd turn I'd catch him staring at us. It's weird but he really scares me. Like everytime he would pass by us with one of his friends, I'd actually be afraid he might do something. I think I should just lay low for a while and stop going to M until he gets over the whole thing. Maybe that's the best thing to do.
At the end of the night, M said that from now on I should be the one deciding on the plans and he'll make them happen. Anything I want he'll make it happen.
It's weird but I think I'm starting to think that he could actually become my boyfriend. Ahhh, I don't wana rush anything so I've been cutting back on my answers whether to his comments like when he says he missed me, or he likes me so much or when he calls me. Like today for instance, he already called twice and left a msg but I didn't pick up.
I do realize that it's a little game I'm playing, but it's better like this I think. This way things don't get too boring.
Ps: Did I mention that O ( V's bf's friend) called twice today also? I picked up the second time and we talk for a bit but by the time I hung up I still didn't know why he called. He mentioned that he wanted to go to the movies tonight, that could the reason why !!! Weird.
Update: Am on the phone with him right now, he called again. He's saying that although his has tons of work this week, I am his top priority. And he wants to see me no matter what and wants to talk to me everyday. I'm thinking..okkkayyy but I have tons of work also so I don't think I'll be able to see you before the week-end.
The fashion world's not as easy going as it looks, when there's work to be done, it just has to be done.
posted by LUX @ 2/05/2006 08:48:00 PM
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