Luxurious Confessions

The P Situation

After avoiding him for several days I finally saw P last night. That last msg I had sent him made him slow down on the calling and the msging, thank God. On Saturday around 12am, he msged me Happy New Year Baby and then called to ask if he could see me. The answer was no.
Last night, we went for dinner and all I could think about was how I was going to break it to him that I couldn't see him anymore. We had planned to go to the movies afterwards but I knew that I was going to talk to him before and with some luck he wouldn't feel like seeing a movie then.
He kept on asking what's wrong and I kept on saying nothing and then slowly but surelly I brought up the topic of him calling non stop and I told him that it really pissed me off that he kept on calling and calling and that after that ski day I thought about things and that it wasn't going to work out between us but that I wanted to keep him as a friend since we're bound to see each other because we have common friends. I could see that it really upset him so I was trying to be as nice as possible.
I'm glad with the way it turned out, I finally can relax since this whole thing's settled. And I'm happy to report that I didn't hear from him today.

posted by LUX @ 1/02/2006 09:09:00 PM