Luxurious Confessions

Guys Just Don't Get It

Yes yes yes, i know it has been a while since i posted anything and i'm sorry. Lots has happened since my last post. So i'm gonna try to write as i remember.I kept on seeing P who after only a week desperately wanted to officially be my boyfriend. No matter how much i told him that it's unlikely that anything serious would ever come out of the relationship, he just wouldn't hear it. I didn't want to hurt him since he obviously was way into me so i decided to just go with the flow. Turns out i can't do that either. Couple days ago a bunch of us decided to go skiing and when i saw him that morning i just knew that i couldn't do it anymore. So when we picked up my bestfriend i got out of the car and told her that i couldn't stand him that day which was true. For some reason i couldn't even look at him i felt disgusted. I know it's harsh but it's the truth. My friend said that i should give it one more try and have fun that day. Which i tried to do, but he kept asking what's wrong, and i kept saying nothing but i'm not that good at faking so pretty much everybody knew there was something.At the end of the day when he was about to drop me off has asked if i wanted to go watch a movie later, i said i was kinda tired. Nevertheless he kept calling and i kept on ignoring his phone calls. So when he was leaving me msgs like ''hey baby it's me call me back'', i was getting ready to go on a date with another guy K. The thing with P is that he just doesn't get it, he keeps on calling and calling. To me, it's pretty clear when someone doesn't answer or return the first 2 calls it means they don't really wanna talk to you. But noooo, god forbid he gets it, he probably called 20 times during 24hrs and you know what he did since i wasn't answering??? He started calling from public phones. And since i didn't answer those either, he moved on to another type of calls. I picked up a call from a number i don't know ready to tell him that i'm really sick and sleeping and who asks to talk to me?? My bestfriend's boyfriend ( who's also his bestfriend), he said that P made him call me since i wasn't answering his phone calls. Good thing i answered in a am too sick and sleepy so all he said was sorry to have bothered u when u're sleeping.An hour later P calls again, by then i was so fed up that i picked up and told him to not call me and that I was gonna call him later. U know what he does?? He calls again and again and again.My friend V told me that P went to her boyfriend's place and was really sad and asked him to call me and see what's going on. I told her that that's something a highschool kid would do. And I have no desire to relive the high school years thank u very much

posted by LUX @ 12/30/2005 06:43:00 PM