La La Land
I woke up at 12pm today after spending the night watching season 3 of Nip/Tuck (hello, addict here). Oppened the curtains only to see a grey sky, rain soon? Yesterday, K called me at least5 times. He couldn't get over how happy he was from our talk of the previous day. The day before,I was out with P shopping when K called and I couldn't talk (for obvious reasons) so he started saying things like "..you never tell me how you feel about me and I'm always telling you how much I miss you..." which got me upset. It's hard to argue over the phone, sometimes I get pissed off and I wanna hang up the phone on him but then I just take a deep breath swallow my pride and tell him something nice and he gets all happy again. Last week, he got mad because I didn't want to talk about my feelings for him, which got me mad and I hung up the phone on him while he was talking. I was sure I was never going to hear from him again, but 5 mns later he called back and we had a long talk and he ended up telling me that he wants to be with me and missed me... And I promised never to hang up on him again. Long distance relationships are hard, but this one's even trickier because we were together for only a couple of weeks before I had to leave. So already, the fact that he calls everyday and we talk so much and he tells me he misses me... is a HUGE thing. But now, it became normal for us to say "I love you", and honestly, I'm really happy even if he's not here. Now more than ever he says that he just HAS to see me because he misses me so much and I do too.
He's just too cute to resist...


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