Emotional Failures
I think I'm going crazy. Or maybe the lack of romance is getting to me. I just finished watching The Notebook. I've seen it before so I knew what to expect, but still...
Am so annoyed. I go out I meet guys but they're all wrong, wrong wrong. I'm tired of meeting the wrong ones while looking for the right one. WHERE IS HE??? Come on, how much longer do I still have to do this for? And I can't lock myself up at home and not go out because with that goes my chance of meeting him all together. Yet, I'm just tired of going out and not finding him.
I also have a hard time believing that all the guys I dated were wrong. That not even one could have been the right one. But at the same time, wouldn't it be stupid if I actually did have the right one and let him go??
If you're single and you take a moment to think about the people you dated in the past, you might decide to stick with the good memories; just like you might decide to remember the bad ones.No matter how you want to look at it, there is no denial. The list of names doesn't prove how good looking, smart, funny and great you are. No. It just proves how many failures you've got. Emotional failures but failures, still.
And once you realize that, you're ready to make a change and not fail at something that should be so easy yet seems so hard. Because it is easy to love. It just seems hard at first since a lot of people don't want to work at it. I am not talking about hard labor work, no. Because it shouldn't be extra hard. What I'm talking about is, working towards the same goal and sharing the same love.
And if you've got those two ingredients then you're without a doubt, love's best chef.
posted by LUX @ 3/06/2006 10:52:00 PM
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