Call me crazy, but I chose to believe K. Something in his voice yesterday and today sounds sooo honest. Unless he's a future academy award winning actor, I truly think he's not lying to me. Yesterday he called sounding awful but said that he just misses me a lot and needs me by his side. Today he called, just to say that he misses me and even said I love you. Just like that out of nowhere. Which is so not him. I feel it in my heart I found the one, I just hope that everything works out. But only if we're truly meant to be together... What can I say? I love him.
This evening, I got a call from K. We talk, I ask him whY he was so pissed off in the morning, he tells me that he had heard some bad news. I ask what it is, he tells me that his ex will be going to visit him on saturday, all the way from Belgium. That in fact, it's his mother who arranged everything with her without him knowing anything; since she loves her so much and she'll be staying at her place for a few days. Fuming on the inside but keeping totally cool, calm and collected on the outside, I ask how come, why and what will happen when she'll be there. He promises on his life that there is nothing happening that she'll be coming trying to patch things up with him and salvage what is left of the situation but that there is no chance in hell anything will happen. Later at night, we talk for hours and he tells me that I have absolutely nothing to worry about, that I should just forget she exists because they are totally over and done. He says that the only person for him is me and nothing will change that. That she'll get there try her luck and then pack up and leave when she realizes that it won't happen. HOWEVER, I find it a bit too much of a coincidence that : -She emailed me 2 weeks ago that she'll be going there and they're getting married the 24th and after denying it then, it turns out that today he tells me that she is indeed going. -That my sister's bf who's also his close friend, told her that he's going to a friend's wedding on the 28th. -That he's been redoing the house and repainting everything. -That he bought a couple of outfits that he said are for this religious holiday that's next week BUT that could also be worn for a wedding. !!!!!!!!!!! What do you guys think? 'Cuz honestly, I HAVE NO FREAKING IDEA....
Last week was pretty rough for me. Friday afternoon I started getting calls from a blocked number but I didn't pick up. Saturday night, as I was getting ready to go out with some friends, K calls. I don't pick up. Next day he calls 3 times, I don't pick up. Monday from 7:30 am 'till about 9:30am I was getting non stop calls from a blocked number, I kept rejecting them. But then I thought it might be work related so in my half asleep state ( had gone out the night before) I pick up. And lo' and behold, it's K... I talk to him briefly and manage to hang up, an hour later, he calls again and talks about how much he missed me. He then swears that contrary to what the ex said, he is not marrying her next week then hands the phone to his mother (she was visiting), she tells me that I shouldn't believe what people say. When he got back on the line, he said that it's up to me to decide what's going to happen with us... Later in the evening, he called at least 6 times and I didn't pick up until the 7th time, we talked, argued, talked again and hung up the phone with him saying that he must love me if he kept calling so much even if I was hanging up on him. Go figure!
Just as I thought that things were back to normal, they came crumbling down even faster. Today, K called and as we were talking, we realized that things were still too complicated with the ex situtation and all. Even if she's in another country than him, she still managed to ruin things. We decided to take a break. I am heartbroken and extremelly sad, I really had high hopes for us and thought that we're going to be together (silly me). On another note, this L.A producer keeps calling me to host a new show. I'm still thinking about it. Sunday night, I was asked to do pictures for this new clothing brand, I didn't answer yet. I just need something to take my mind of off this, because right now, I'm really not feeling good at all...
This past week has been really hard on me. I didn't speak to K at all, the whole week, I was freaking out since I wasn't used to it. As if that wasn't enough, his ex hacked into his email and started emailing me, first threatening me then asking me all kinds of questions. Finally yesterday, he called saying he had a family emergency and was out of town, but still claiming his love for me... Conclusion, she's crazy. Just yesterday, she sent me around 25 emails. Can you believe how desperate and pathetic some women are???!!! Not that it's going to change anything between me and him, I usually laugh when this kind of stuff happens because I just pitty these girls who have to go so low as to do something like this in order to get a guy. Little does she know, he just hates her now, more and more.
My life is filled with daily bizarre adventures. Whether they're about, fashion, love, life or something else they're always very entertaining and mostly umpredictable. But that's what makes it all so exciting.
Disclaimer: All the real names of places,people and events have been altered or abbreviated to protect the innocent. Namely, me.
