Am still on vacation, doing my best to get a fabulous tan while sipping cocktails and thinking about nothing else other than, what I m going to wear tonight?!!! Things are still the same with P, if not even more complicated because, brace yourselves...he wants to marry me. He in fact loves me so much that he calls at least 3 times a day and sometimes we talk for hours and hours. There s no doubt that he s the nicest, sweetest guy. All the things that a girl would want a guy to tell her, he says them to me. And actually means every single word. But I m not sure about what I should do when I go back. Unfortunatly I will have to go back in about a month or so. Until then, I m doing my best to enjoy my time here....
True to himself, P called yesterday about 4 times. Everytime it s the same conversation, he misses me too much and wants to see me. He also told me about how much he wants to be with me, but when I talked about how we can t really be together for religious reasons, he said...that he wasn t religious and that he already thought about converting. He has an answer for everything. I asked him if he seriously means it and he said that yes, he would do it if it means being with me. Today, he told me over the internet that he s liked me for 2 yrs and that since he got the chance to spend time with me, he just can t spend a day without hearing my voice and that he d do anything for me. I have to admit, it feels really nice to have someone tell you all the right things. I like him and I do miss him, but I just can t get over the fact that he was V s boyfriend for 6 yrs...
So I have been here for a week now. First thing I gotta say is that the heat is killing me. Everyday I wake up hoping for a cooler weather and for a little less sun. On the up side, I went out the first night I got here and I received the best welcome a girl can get. Tons of guys fighting to get my attention and it is all up to me to pick whomever I want... Since I got here, P has been calling me at least twice a day!!! I told him many times that his phone bill will be huge but he doesn t care, so I don t even bother anymore. Also; yesterday in a weird twist of faith, THE EX, emailed me saying that he s in town and is hoping to see me... Now this is when things get serious, because this is THE EX I m talking about here. If it was someone else I wouldn t care but this is different. I think... Everyday, P is telling me that he really wants to come visit, doesn t help that his sister s boyfriend lives here too, so... I managed to change subject so far only because it d be really awkward if he actually came here...to see me. I ll keep all posted on what happens next... Ciao Ciao
As I mentioned before, I'm going away on vacation for the summer...TOMORROW. Now, don't freak out, I will do my best to post as many times as I can. I might be going to another continent but there will for sure be stuff happening there too. Hello, I'm Lux, after all. On these words I'm off, I still need to finish packing I have 2 full suitcases and so much more stuff left. And yes that's a pic of one of the many many places I'm going to. Ciao Ciao!!!
So at P's place, it was confession time. He started off by being extremelly shy and saying how weird it feels to be there with me. Then he told me that ALL of his friends knew he has liked me for a long time. He said it has been at least 2 yrs. That people noticed the way he looked at me and many a time, they would tell him to stop doing it, when we're with V. That I am the nicest girl he's ever met and that he liked me so much that he used to come to M just to see me even if he didn't talk to me, that's when I used to think that he's busted for being there without V. That Patrick, who is his best friend for years now, stopped talking to him because he has been ditching them to go out with me and my friends and totally forgot about his friends. As I'm typing this, he is on his way to Patrick's place to explain everything once and for all. Patrick called P this afternoon and we were together watching the soccer game. Patrick said that there's a good chance he might kick P out, when he tells him, he's suspecting it's about me. And Patrick still likes me so the whole thing's pretty complicated. Not only that, but I even met his parents and they knew for a while now. It's like everybody knew but ME. Even V asked him a while ago if he was cheating with me. I feel so weird!!!!
So for my birthday we went for dinner at S, it was fun especially that we had a lot to drink and I looked HOT. After dinner, we went to T club, where some friends were waiting for us, we were having lots of fun up until V and her crew decided to show up. Again our tables were facing each other but this time, P was ALL over me. We all could see that it was driving her crazy. I went to the washroom with my friend G and when I got back my sister told me that V came up to her and pulled her hair!!!!!!!!! I couldn't believe the nerve that girl has. I was so upset, just the fact that they were there ,ruined my night and her doing that made even worse. Thank God it was almost closing time, so we went to say bye to some friends and left to go to some guy's place. We stayed there for about an hour just talking and drinking. It was 5am and P and I didn't want to sleep so we went to his place and watched Closer and talked...
Tomorrow's my bday! Tonight, I'm going out for dinner with my sister, her bf, my girlfriend G from college and P. After that, we're going to T club to party with some more friends. I'm hoping we'll have fun and that we won't run into you know who. Thursday night, we went to T cafe which was packed. We stayed there until about 2 30am, then we went to T club. I got very very drunk and had trouble waking up the next day at 7am to go to work. The whole day yesterday, I was half asleep and not feeling good at all. In the evening I went to see Devil Wears Prada, which I loved. But I was feeling even worse, I was very dizzy for some reason, so I went home and slept. I was supposed to go out with P, but I couldn't get up, my head was spinning. This morning I woke up at 6:30am, and found tons of msgs from P. He ran into V and G last night, they tried to talk to him (!!!!!) but he ignored them, and he got into an accident. But he's alright.
My life is filled with daily bizarre adventures. Whether they're about, fashion, love, life or something else they're always very entertaining and mostly umpredictable. But that's what makes it all so exciting.
Disclaimer: All the real names of places,people and events have been altered or abbreviated to protect the innocent. Namely, me.
