2 Weird 4 Me
Now that I think about it, this isn't the first time that this happened to me. Just this past summer this guy J whom I met only once started calling me non stop, with him it was even worse. I really saw him only that first time we met and that didn't stop him from calling ALL THE TIME.
For some reason guys just tend to do that with me.
Last night I met this really cute guy, who in about 10 mns told me all about his life. To the point where I turned to the person next to me to ask if it says on my forehead therapist or something. I have this thing of when a guy asks me for my phone number I can't say no or give a fake one in case I see them again somewhere. So when S ( needs therapy guy) asked for mine I said ok. Well guess what let me check my phone and tell you how many missed calls I have from him since last night at 3 am...6 calls + 2 text msgs.
Ahhhh it's so hard to be a girl!!! Can you believe with all this I can't even find a decent boyfriend who I'd actually like just as much as he'd like me...
My friends say that I'm loving my single life. Well to be honest sometimes I do like it, but I also like being in a relationship. But with guys all turning it out to be psychos and stalkers I doubt I'll ever find a good one.
Thoughts
Now I feel horrible, I don't want him to think I'm some kind of bitch. But I do realize that I don't sound like the nicest person either.
Ah, I just accepted to see him to begin with because my friends made me feel bad, and look at what's happening now!!
Update 3
He called 3 times now in five minutes. I'm afraid instead of being boyfriend material he's turning it out to be stalker material.
Now I'm seriously afraid that if I tell him I can't see him he might go crazy on me or something.
It's half and hour later, another msg
his msg:
could u pick up? or call me back, wat's the problem did i say or do something to upset u, talk to me.
my answer:
i really need to rest, i told u i ll call u later u re not letting me sleep and it's getting on my nerves i don't wanna turn my phone off but i will if i have to.
Update 2
It's now 4 hrs after that last call and he started sending test msgs to my cell.
him: what r u doin baby?
me: getting over my cold
him: hope u feel better, but do u wanna do something later?
me: am not going out tonight, it s gonna be cold so i might get even more sick
him: can i come see u at least ???
To which I'm not gonna answer.....
Ohh he just called and I didn t answer
I just thought that it won't be too nice to blow him off by phone so tomorrow am gonna see him and I'll do it.
This whole thing's turning it out to be quite complicated. I was planning on going to my friend's club opening tonight but I'm afraid I'd see him somewhere around there.
So Long 2005 ! Welcome 2006!!!
A lot and nothing happened in 2005.
A lot, because anyone who knows me knows that there's always action in my life. From boy drama to work drama, it was all there...
Nothing, because nothing major happened. No life changing moment, or life changing person.
Nonetheless, there was some great times, great friendships resumed and more importantly a lot of love shared.A very dear and close friend leaving the country, N, we miss u like crazy. We'll never forget the many many times we laughed at guys who try to pick us up and me stuck on saying I DON'T at the pool with u, Shy ( r u shy, Shy?) and Hondo.
There was also, great laughs especially on many hot summer days when only a very iced pina colada would do. Great birthday celebrations that lasted 3 days and nights from which it took months to recover (if ever there was any recovering possible). Surprising people i never thought i'd ever get to meet and much much more.
2006 however will be the year where EVERYTHING will happen. I shall stay true to myself, be positive and try to be nicer to guys (after all it's not their fault they're so weak).
I have a feeling it's going to be a great year and with some luck I won't be disapointed.
So, Happy New Year a day in advance to all of you out there.
Update
U'd think that after all i said i'd actually tell P that i don't wanna see him anymore. Noooo, he called again this afternoon, it went something like this:
him: so u re still sick???
me: yeah
him: so r u going out tonight cuz i wanna see u??
me: i can't go out, i wanna be feeling better for tomorrow night
him: but i wanna see u
me: aren't u working tonight??
him: not sure...
me: ok well anyway call me later ...when u finish
him: when i finish the shopping that am doin now?
me: NO when u finish work (11pm)
him: what if am not workin, can i call u earlier then? do u wanna do something??
me: u know what, just call around 10. but i won't see u i have to rest
him: ok. what happened to u last night?? i kept on calling, u slept early?
me: ya i did, i've been sleeping non stop i really wanna feel better asap
So not true, i was out until 3 am partying :)Bottom line is i just can't bring myself to tell him i can't see him, i hate confrontations. I know he's gonna come up with all kinds of arguments and i"m just not ready to do that...
Guys Just Don't Get It
Yes yes yes, i know it has been a while since i posted anything and i'm sorry. Lots has happened since my last post. So i'm gonna try to write as i remember.I kept on seeing P who after only a week desperately wanted to officially be my boyfriend. No matter how much i told him that it's unlikely that anything serious would ever come out of the relationship, he just wouldn't hear it. I didn't want to hurt him since he obviously was way into me so i decided to just go with the flow. Turns out i can't do that either. Couple days ago a bunch of us decided to go skiing and when i saw him that morning i just knew that i couldn't do it anymore. So when we picked up my bestfriend i got out of the car and told her that i couldn't stand him that day which was true. For some reason i couldn't even look at him i felt disgusted. I know it's harsh but it's the truth. My friend said that i should give it one more try and have fun that day. Which i tried to do, but he kept asking what's wrong, and i kept saying nothing but i'm not that good at faking so pretty much everybody knew there was something.At the end of the day when he was about to drop me off has asked if i wanted to go watch a movie later, i said i was kinda tired. Nevertheless he kept calling and i kept on ignoring his phone calls. So when he was leaving me msgs like ''hey baby it's me call me back'', i was getting ready to go on a date with another guy K. The thing with P is that he just doesn't get it, he keeps on calling and calling. To me, it's pretty clear when someone doesn't answer or return the first 2 calls it means they don't really wanna talk to you. But noooo, god forbid he gets it, he probably called 20 times during 24hrs and you know what he did since i wasn't answering??? He started calling from public phones. And since i didn't answer those either, he moved on to another type of calls. I picked up a call from a number i don't know ready to tell him that i'm really sick and sleeping and who asks to talk to me?? My bestfriend's boyfriend ( who's also his bestfriend), he said that P made him call me since i wasn't answering his phone calls. Good thing i answered in a am too sick and sleepy so all he said was sorry to have bothered u when u're sleeping.An hour later P calls again, by then i was so fed up that i picked up and told him to not call me and that I was gonna call him later. U know what he does?? He calls again and again and again.My friend V told me that P went to her boyfriend's place and was really sad and asked him to call me and see what's going on. I told her that that's something a highschool kid would do. And I have no desire to relive the high school years thank u very much
Bizarre Love Triangle
Today s one of those days when I don t feel like doing a thing. I just woke up, I have headache and am just...off.After that date last night where it turned out he likes me too much and I felt so bad for not feeling the same.The guy s nice and I had fun with him but there s just nothing there.Once I was home, I got a call from this guy I met not long ago. ''So Cute''(that s what I call him)has been acting weird since day 1. He has no problem calling me many times during the day, but when he sees me at the club he says hi and that s it !!! Mind you, I do the exact same thing. This week though, he s being more articulate. He actually said he wants to kiss me under the mistletoe, but I don t celebrate Christmas. To that he said, then on New Year's eve, but I'm not gonna be with you that night. His answer? Can t u just let it happen, am trying to find an excuse to kiss you here...Later on, I got the genius idea to say that we should be friends only because he s a soccer player travelling a lot.... To which he answered that I can t predict what s gonna happen and that he likes me and if something happens then it was meant to happen.It's the famous triangle of he likes me but I like someone else. By the way,how do those end again???
The Quest For the Perfect Guy
When my ex and I first broke up although I was sad I quickly jumped into the dating pool. Nothing better than making the most of singledom I thought. Well a year and half later...I'm still single. I never thought it'd be so hard to find someone. Or let me rephrase that. I never thought it'd be so hard to find a good guy who wants to commit .Let me go back to how it all began, after the break up all I wanted to do was have fun and that summer I sure did have a blast. But as winter came a knocking, I could no longer blame the madness on those hot summer nights, could I?.One day out of the blue I couldn't find anybody interesting anymore. As I think about it, the guys I was meeting were all alike, big muscles/to die for faces/party animals = so not boyfriend material.One day I woke up (I seem to make all major decisions morning time) and I said to myself that from that day on, I would only date good guys who DO want to commit. Am still waiting for that guy. Some say am too picky, but I say I just don t wanna waste my time.This dating thing is sooo hard that I've decided to widen my horizons and not be as picky as am known to be. Even if I have to marry someone from the same religious background as mine, I can date pretty much anybody I want as long as they re open to converting... eventually.So, tonight am going to the movies with this guy I met through my friend's boyfriend 3 weeks ago. She says he s head over heels for me. Nice to know But he's Christian. However, he did say he'll convert for me :), and we met with a group of friends couple of times before and we talked on the phone so much already. And to be honest, you never know when the right one might pop out of nowhere and with some luck he ll look exactly like Eric Bana.
What's A Girl To Do
On a mission to find Mr Perfect, I happen to bump into many a Mr Not So Perfect. I guess it s like kissing many frogs before getting to kiss Prince Charming. But am soo tired of ugly frogs, Where Is Prince Charming???Did all the guys outhere wake up one day and decide from then on they were gonna be jerks?? Did they pass on a law that forbid them from committing and being faithful??? If that's the case, then what are we girls supposed to do?? Do we just do without them or do we accept the baggage they come with??I for one surelly won't settle for some idiot who thinks he's God's gift to women. Don't get me wrong, I do meet guys but they're all...WRONG and I can't hear another ''U're so beautiful''. Ah, sometimes I wonder if my love for the movies hasn't been a cause to my being so picky. I dream of Pride and Prejudice like romance, love letters instead of text phone messages and ''I love you'' instead of '' U're Hot''. I don't think that's too much to ask, just because we're in 2005 doesn't mean romance is dead.My mission is to find someone who believes in it as much as I do. Am sure he's out there and if we're meant to be together then he'll find his way to me at the same time as I'll find my way to him...
Now that I think about it, this isn't the first time that this happened to me. Just this past summer this guy J whom I met only once started calling me non stop, with him it was even worse. I really saw him only that first time we met and that didn't stop him from calling ALL THE TIME.
